they say at church and Sunday School but I

don't want die at all and told them so

but they laughed and said Well, you can't stay here,

on Earth they meant so I said Well, if not

then I'm not leaving and they laughed again

and said that It's okay to find humor

in 'most everything but certainly not

in the destiny of one's immortal

soul so I said Well, we'll see and they said You'll

see when you're dead, you mean, but by then you'll

see too late so I said That might be so

but I'll take that chance and then they said they'd

pray for me and I said I'd pray against

them. So I guess we're sort of in limbo.