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Author's Note: This piece is inspired by “13 Angels Standing Guard ‘Round Beside Your Bed” by A Silver Mount Zion.

Bio: Mercury-Marvin Sunderland (he/him) is a transgender autistic gay man with Borderline Personality Disorder. He's from Seattle and currently attends the Evergreen State College. He's been published by University of Amsterdam's Writer's Block, UC Davis' Open Ceilings, UC Riverside's Santa Ana River Review, UC Santa Barbara's Spectrum, and The New School's The Inquisitive Eater. His favorite soda is Inca Cola, which is a Peruvian soda that tastes like bubble gum. His lifelong dream is to become the most banned author in human history. He's @RomanGodMercury on Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter.

Purple sunset background and an angel statute.

MERCURY-MARVIN SUNDERLAND

THIRTEEN ANGELS

at night before i sleep

stand thirteen angels

‘round my bed

 

& i don’t just mean

ghosts with

halos & harps

 

great mighty beings with

bodies of rings

 

& many pairs of

feathered wings

 

all body & feather

covered in eyes.

 

& i don’t mean that as in metaphor

 

i mean that as in

thirteen angels

‘round my bed

 

seen yet again

before i sleep tonight

 

speaking

right into my ear

 

leaning over

both sides of my body

 

& it’s not

the first time

i’ve hallucinated

 

it won’t be

the last

 

but here these angels stay

over my eyes

that try to be sleeping

 

are you here

to protect me

 

or are you here

to claim me

 

i know that the two

are not mutually exclusive

 

but i’ve been so sick lately

i had to go

to the emergency room

 

did i make it?

 

my fragile body

could barely hold itself today

 

i thought i would’ve died

just like

 

my close friend fin

 

who at the age of twenty

called their family

telling them they’d go to the emergency room

tomorrow morning

 

was found dead

the next sunrise

 

if you take me

i will be happy

to see them

 

tonight i sleep &

i don’t see the light.

 

somehow i’m alive

but i’m still unsure

if these angels came

 

to help

or to claim.

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